yeSh..i shld blog
if not tis blog will be abandoned
and i dun wan it to become tat waee
this place filled with all my memories
both good and bad
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liFe has beEn quiTE boring recentlY
wat hAppeneD to my wonDErful and fun Filled timE
7DaEs a week, 5 daes i will be working, and the rest of the 2 daes off but mostly i will be at home
but waT is there to do at homE?
except tinking and lotSa tinking
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aM i sociablE?
i dUn tink so
aT least not to strangers
but am Different if i am with my usuaL cliquE and ppl i noe
buT yet..haVe been pondering
mayb i shld try to be more sociable
join more outdoor activities
and get out of the only fren circle i had
so that i have more tins to kip myself occupied during my free time
aT least i will not be so dependable on anyone or anytin
liFe can still go on to be wonderful and occupied
at leaSt if i dun have companion from X..i sTill can put some hopE onto Y..if Not Z
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iS it dUe to attachMent anD buSy schedule tat REsult in the LeSs regular meet up
or has it been owaes the case right from the start
oTher than Sch dAEs
all will be preoccupied
wiTh one ting or another
tings tat are more impt than mEet upzz
buT its still qUite reasonable
everyone has hiS or her priorities and someone taT he or she is dependent on
mOst ppl make thier choice and they have chooSen loVe relationShip as thier firSt
wHo wilL not choose thaT if theY had the Chance
bUt stilL somE ppl may go for othER tinGs like Frenship and kInship
bUt yet..which is reliable and which is not
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thE biGGer the Clique
the moRe difficulT a Frenship can be maintained
one alwaes sae..if a real fren is need..1 is more than enuf
thE one may Be ur oNi lisTeners, youR oni Soulmate ur onI companion
bUt whO realli hAs one
alwaes there when u nid him or her??
i cAn saY tat i dun hAve 1
i counTEd myself haLf lucky and haLf not luckY
luCky that i have a Big cliQue of fREnzz
unLucky that the NumBer is so Big that no one Realli unDErstand everyone well
and........
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after tyPing ouT thE above
dUn realli noe waT is tat for
jus random tinkIng
sHld i say iTs jus some oBstacles in liFe
and in liFE
there are alot of obstacles awaIting
i wIsh i wasnT sO dependable
so emoTional
so wilDtinker
iT will fRee me froM some avOidable prOblems
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aT least for thE next few dAes (realli few)
i will be more occupieD
SaT - cHalet wiTh sEc sCh pals (hoPe it will not be cancelled)
sUn - iTs a off DAe for me...mOst probable staYing at home
Mon - MeeTing up with 2 FrenX of mine foR diNNEr gatHEring
Tue - Beeyan birthdae dinner gathering (hope it will not be cancelled)

and yesh..thats all for the week
Wed,Thurs,Fri,Sat and Sun...i pREdict i shall bE working den hOme sWeeT home

anYone noe tAt there is a food fair goin on from 16-20Nov at the Singapore Expo??
itS so Attractive
but wHo shld i ask to go with me
duH
moSt prob giVing it a miSss sincE i am cuTting down oN weighT
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i Ain't here to GEt aTtention
or tO hinT anyonE
or to conVey any msG
or to get anY pity
or to ....
juSt wanT to tyPe out wat i feel
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Pretty muCh PubLice Holidaes coming up
Christmas follow by New YeaR
reAlli dUn looK forward to TAt
cOs i fOreseeN boRing activiTy foR me
maYb if i waS asked to work
i shAll agreee
haAaA
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aM i very thick skin
am I very Straight forWArd
am i verY fake
am i verY disturbing
am i Very annoYing
am i verY disgusting
am i Very Short
am i verY uglY
am i verY light bulb
am i very fat
am i ....

i have no ans as wellll
but i noe..at least i have a little of everytin tat is negative..althg not to the extent of very..but still..its still negative yeah
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2 meals a day
fruits
exercise

the above are my priorities now

i shall slim down (hopefully)
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halF looking forWarD to the end of attachment half nOt
lookIng forward aS aftEr that will haVe oversea trIp
althgh i foreseen turn ouT to be low
but stIll i will look forward
at least i noe adel will be confirmed goin if nth crashes
noT looking forWArd as afTer attachment will be graduation and tat means
next phRase of life wwill sTArt
good bye to teenage life and hello to adulthood
army and work will be awaiting for me
duh
i dun like the thght of it
huge huge obstacleS
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i shAlll end here
so super lo sou
haaaa
may i be happi
may i be slim
cheerss everyone: ) )

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